Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
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10:46 am - my other blog doesnt want to work
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ive got work in an hour i dont want to do it
but whatevs yesterday was really chill like i didnt have any responsability to do shit
i went into town -checked for tips at work -there was no tips
i went to the mall on the bus - i met this guy on the bus - hes new in nyack so we figured wed hang out -i got to the mall -i got a haircut --you cant even tell, i just got layers -i met back up with the guy from the bus
we went back into town and smoked. and all was chill and it continued till 10 and i went home and slept and all in all it was very relaxing
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Sunday, August 12th, 2007
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5:55 am
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i have never before written a top 5 list of people i hate until about 3 minutes ago
i feel like nixon
its a nice list though, very well rounded and backed up.
its almost beautiful
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5:50 am
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i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job i fucking hate my job
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Friday, June 22nd, 2007
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9:06 am - goooooooo [my blog]
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Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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10:19 am - hey kiddies
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has anyone been reading my blog lately.
no. nobody because nobody knows where the fuck it is
but ill tell you
www.bertrude.blogspot.com
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Sunday, January 28th, 2007
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9:44 am
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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
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10:49 pm - to be honest
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my christmas kida sucked.
and ive already bitched about it on myspace. and to a couple people
but ive never felt so much like shit since 7th grade.
so dont even tell me. that my life is great and that im popular because obviously i dont mean half as much to anyone as i wish i did.
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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
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5:46 pm
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so im not posting to this anymore obviously. redirected.
check this http://bertrude.blogspot.com/
it has photos any everything i just find it easier. and its pretty :-)
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Sunday, November 12th, 2006
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11:39 am
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so im watching cruel intentions. in my pjs.
i ACHE from partying all weekend hahahaha its fucking sunday.
but anyway.
this weekend.
has been pretty much the craziest.
i have had continual hangover and thats ok
so cruel intentions is such a good movie its bad how i can relate to half the characters.
o dear
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Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
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9:14 pm
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so my mom is freaking heres a story i went to pay for a review book for school i needed some money my mom gave me the money my mom expected change. so i payed for the book i got change. being in nyack of course i got pick pocketed. and the books havnt come yet so my mom comes home. and shes like do you have my change. and i didnt. of course. and shes like how do i know you were even buying books for school and of course i couldnt prove it because the books havnt come yet.
so everything is just bad timing.
and i had to vent. im done.
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Sunday, November 5th, 2006
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10:32 am - ive figured it out
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turiellos at midnight with an old friend. is my favorite thing to do.
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Friday, November 3rd, 2006
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2:29 pm
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yes. ive been deleting comments. because honestly. nothing you say will make me change. especially if its anonymous. why should i listen if your not going to tell me straight up. thats all i have to say
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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
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11:35 pm
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so my myspace was hacked about an hour ago this was honestly the funiest thing ive ever seen on myspace. thanks
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9:10 am
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ok so this will be my third post of today. becuase im bored. and i have nothing better to do. i want to go out and do something. but i cant. and it kills me. on the inside. i need a new computer keyboard. because the keys stick. and they spell things wrong. i honestly have no clue whats going on right now everything is confusing. especially boys. but hoenstly. who really gives a fuck. nobody i know. but thats a-ok. so i havnt gotten a good comment in a long time. nor have i seen where my english project is going. i should have started that like. a week ago i just need to get out and take pictures it seems so easy.
jesus christ. im hungry but i dont know what for. and its just frustrating you know what i mean. i know you do.
about. [www.gofugyourself.com] pretty much making my life right now.
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8:58 am
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so last night was good. good bands. i guess. and good people in general. a good ride home. a few good words for new friends. and im happy. because i finally feel like i fit in. as cliche as it is.
to be honest i ve always felt like that with everyone until now. and im happy.
and guess what yallzz. im getting the cable back on wednesday. for 3 years i didnt have cable. and im getting it back hoorah.
but i have to babysit today. all day. which kinda sucks. because its sunday. oh well.
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12:41 am
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its nights like this i collapse on my bed and all i can feel is my boots hurting my feet like you wouldnt believe. and all i can taste is cigarettes on my breath. and how my hair is a mess and my eyeliners halfway down my face. and its 12:30 and im an hour past curfew. and i look terrible. and i feel terrible. but im exactly where i want to be. and im happy.
[so suck it]
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
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2:41 pm
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so i realized i havnt posted obnoxious pictures in a while so these could date back a week weeks. theres a shitload. so have fun.
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1:44 pm - so last night
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was pretty much amazing.
and it pulled me straight out of my bad mood
see i get depressed easy. but its just as easy to get me out of it.
and i realized all i needed was some fikus, some boozing, and some pearl river. which is now my new favorite town. which irionic cus pearl river kinda sucks
but seriously. last nights show was so amazing.
and i have to go walk and get my brother at 10. so out.
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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
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10:18 am
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i have to go shopping for a haloween costume today im so indecisive. and i know ill pick something really slutty withut realizing. and i have to take my brother trick or treating. fun fun fun. i want to go to parties does anyone know of any good ones?
annyway. im bored. and its saturday morning. ive been sleeping better lately as in 5 hours instead of 3. so im feelin pretty dandy right now.
i need boys to not be so confusing.
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Thursday, October 19th, 2006
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11:31 pm
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so i feel like i did in 7th grade again. and by that i mean horribly depressed. and i dont mean angsty teen depressed or the kind of depressed when you just whine to your friends about how your going nowhere. i mean the depressed -vomiting-hairfallingout-nausea-shakeyness-tearsfornoreason- kind of depressed.
and i dont know why. i know i have it better than so many people theoretically. why do such things get to me.
so for now im just dealing with being a 3rd wheel. its better than nothing.
the best i can do is fill this weekend with mind numbing drugs and the such. speaking of. whose going to be at the south bonfire tomorow night. cus ill be. including numbing drugs and boozing.
im looking forward to it.
and i want to go winter shopping. for winter clothes. cus im already freezing my ass off. which means i have to get a job. eventually.
livejournal is for whining.
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